My husband died a year ago today. In the beginning, I got ADC's. I haven't gotten any for 6 months or so.

I have read enough to know that many only get one ADc,and some get none. I know we are not to get dependent on them, but need to to go on living our lives.

Am I done, or dare I hope for more? We were married a long time, and I am so lonely. I feel dumped and abandoned. I would not do this to him.

JO JO