It has been nearly 3 years since I lost my husband to cancer. I have had many ADC's, and I know this is probably being ungrateful, but it's never enough. I miss him so much I ache. The disbelief never goes away. I don't know what happened. I think people are getting sick of me. Counseling is no help. Medication makes me sick or just does nothing. I go over it and over it - the last few months - in my mind. I seemed to do "better" right after he passed over. The fog protected me. Now I feel sick all the time, cry - I don't know what to do. I know there is no quick fix for grief, but I'm getting to the point that I find it hard to venture out into the world and function. Can anyone help?